Genre: Romance, angst, hate,
krishan, broken Krishan, exo
Title: Hate
If it wasn’t for the sick
satisfaction of his hurt expression, I wouldn’t be breaking up with him right
now. If it weren’t for those broken tears, then I wouldn’t be smiling. I loved
seeing him hurt over me, I craved it.
“Who was it this time, Kris? Who
was the whore you were with this time? I can smell her perfume, I can see that
damn kiss mark on your cheek, so who was it?!” He yelled. I looked deep into
those tear filled eyes, that hurt expression was to die for, and I felt it. I
felt that sharp pain on my cheek and the swelling that came along with
it.
“I love you, dammit, why can’t you
see that?” He questioned, pushing me onto the warm confinements of the
bed.
“I did everything for you, I do
everything for you, so then why can’t you love me back?” And that’s where
he’s wrong; I do love him. I love Luhan more than I love myself, but it’s just
so relieving to see him so worried about me.
“And it’s moments like this when
you don’t say a single
thing and I’m wondering if you still love me.”
Shock filled me, I have never even
heard him say that in his life; what the hell is wrong with him? What the hell
does he mean by that—right now I should be telling him how much I love him, and
he’d forgive me, and then after that we’d make love like there’s no tomorrow.
But today was different.
I crushed his spirit.
He crawled off of me slowly, not
even looking me in the eyes, and walked out of my room. “…You hate
me.”
And I didn’t even have the words to
tell him how much I cared.
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